Thursday, July 17, 2008
|5:36 AM|
jus had a chat with someone in maple....gave me a lot of advise
i dunno why but i dun feel anything for sk liaos,maybe my heart has someone else le...
mr neo asked me yesterday if i wanted to be the chairman but i told him i dunno...
but deep inside??i kept telling myself;stop telling lies lah,be more brave,fight for wat u wan....
but can i do tat??i feel so extra in 2b...
cant anyone in 2b give each other support??!!??
instead of asking why,how....they jus give comments tat hurt so much!!!why??why??!!
mr goh....if u dun trust me,why make me the science rep??!!
i feel like crying out loud but dun dare.....
becos of a comment tat jazreel gave me.....
she said:u r boy loh.u should nt cry easily....
but...can she understand wat i have been through??
i wanted to protect her....but can i??i cant even control my frens from disturbing her.....
wat more can i do??2moro will be my live range....i dunno if i can get the badge or nt....
i try my best to make her proud....
she dun even wan to talk to me in maple....
i repeatedly offered to help her but she dun wan....
maybe tat's wat is unique bout her.....
i hope she understand wat i m trying to do n hope tat she will accept it....
lets jus let time prove tat i m right bout her loh.....
Lost and Never to be Found
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