Saturday, August 2, 2008
|12:29 AM|
ok let me be frank with myself now.....
i m trying my best to change but do u all help???
everybody around me is making me VERY VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED!!!!!!
why???u dun encourage me but u all keep making fun of me!!!!
jazreel....i hope u dun ignore me again.....i really feel very pain inside u noe??
i dunno wat can i do to make u like me abit....
if even if u like me 1%,i would feel very happy......
maybe i m jus dreaming or wishing it.....i doubt it will happen....
maybe i would fail everything but wat can i do??
i also a human....i nt a superhero....even superheros need help too......
try putting yourself into my shoes......think wat u will do if u r being made fun of everyday.....
everything is pushed to the chairman....i feel like quitting but i quit,who is going to be?
i m helping the class....the class does nt wan to help itself or cooperate with me.....
i m going cycling 2moro morning...i m still here doing tis blog.....who reads it??who cares how i feel??i wish tat i can rebel...i would have more freedom.....
wats the use of me being the chairman???i plan exco meeting,who comes???
if u all dunwan to come,tell me...pls dun give me excuses as i can do nothing about it.....
why i put the heading with great power comes great responsibility???
i m now in a position tat has great power.....it need responsibility to control the power right???
Lost and Never to be Found
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