Thursday, January 1, 2009
|12:03 AM|
happy new year to all!!
nothing much today...
i have been too cowardly...
after serious thoughts.... i have missed out on lots of things i wanted to do but have no courage to do so....
if u ask me to write you my wish list...
it will never ever end.... cos there are too much regret in my life....
i do not dare to fight for whats mine...
nor do i dare to express my feelings to the person i like in fear of rejection....
fear has really taken over my life....
i told jiayi the person i liked.... her response wasn't so good....
i know that the person has been hurt once.... she is like being stabbed...
she is still holding the knife and not wanting to let it go.....
if i could and i would ask her why.....
to say the truth, i always wanted to serve the school and society...
nobody has given me a chance.....
one of my greatest wish is to be part of the sec1 orientation....
which is totally impossible now.....
i really regretted my actions but its no use crying over spilled milk now isit??
lets hope that i can join it....
Lost and Never to be Found
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