Friday, March 20, 2009
|12:30 AM|
hello, welcome back to my blog...
today, what is today? it seemed so cursed... as usual, nothing good happened to me...
woke up at 9+... watch tv, made bread, watch tv again...
then went to sleep...
until 2+ ... cooked noodles, watch tv again...
hm... messaged the stupid sotong... she said she online already.. but i cant online yet cos if i online at the time... i cant online for long... haiz...
so used the com from 9.30 .... missed her... she log out liao...
haiz... sotong log out, ahma never login, she also never login...
wanted to say sorry to her... but didn't dare... second day, i didn't talk to her...
it feels so hurt deep inside... haiz... dont know what to do...
somebody guide me please... i dun feel like going back to school when school reopens... but if i dun, i will never see her again...
haiz... school is nothing but a place for me to see her... other than that, i have given up hope on everything else... didn't talk to XinYun much... cos when she login, i was about to play dota with henry... so ya... didn't talk much... i dunno how am i going to survive the night again... haiz.... i looked for her picture but couldn't find... dunno how sia... i'm desperate...
Lost and Never to be Found
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