Wednesday, March 25, 2009
|9:36 PM|
hello...
this is what happened to me this few days:
tuesday, speech day rehearsal.... didn't see Sir Ahmad, felt relieved, yet sad...
relieve cos we wont kena so much if people were slack... sad cos nobody to correct our mistakes if we are wrong....
so went home, parents quarreled again... went to sleep immediately..
wednesday:
went to school, felt tired...
wanted to sleep in every lesson but did not...
assembly, wanted to sleep too, but didn't again...
haiz... then went com lab 2, played cs with xing zhong, melvin's friend....
quite fun... then she came in... i was like so happy sia ! haha... can see her...
then need to off le... so off loh... then waited for her outside com lab... not so near, cos got her class people... then went canteen, eat and waited for her again...
saw her leave school, went out with benjamin but she wasn't walking fast enough... haha
then went heartland, talk with my grandpa's friend, then saw her and xinyun at mrt station.... called xinyun, then she called her... she looked at me or ben and waved.... dunno wave at who... felt quite happy when she waved at me... took bus with ben...
i didn't know he got stead liao... haha...
felt happy for him... but deep inside, i felt so sad...
my bro have stead, ben have stead... why the people around me all have stead de..?!!!
felt sad for myself sia... dun feel like living anymore!
Lost and Never to be Found
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