Saturday, March 14, 2009
|11:39 PM|
have you ever wondered if the person you like is thinking of you..?
today is a good day.. at least i get to see her and she was so close to me...
i cant help myself but look at her... told someone who i like again... was "forced" to... haha
it seems like youde would have to give the person he likes up... cos she already have someone she likes and the person likes her too.... why break up one happy couple?
well... nothing mush happened today... went to help out at sec2's ptc...
did carpack duty, it was so fun... and i repeat again, i saw her... i was so happy to be so close to her... but she cant talk to me nor can i talk to her... so, i could only watch her silently... haiz...
after that, played pds for awhile then went home...
came home, msg a little bit. then fell asleep in my uniform... my mum came in and told me to change before i slept... so i changed....
slept till 2 then wake up... watch tv then cook noodles then watch tv again... haha
my dad came back with his friend to do something about our kitchen's light...
then went out again... haiz... my mum came back with food, i just eaten! OMG! so dun waste food, just eat loh... haha... then my aunt came to fetch us to my grandparent's house dunno for what.. saw my brother there and talked to him... he got a girlfriend already! OMG! then i was like saying, got girlfriend then no need brother already. his friend told him about the same thing... haha... felt so happy for him.. he is finally getting what he should get, happiness.
i thought to myself, when is it my turn? or am i going before i even meet someone?
came back... wanted to play dota, nobody online, so didn't play until 10+ ....
i was talking to shihui from 2a also... haha.. shihui, A.K.A. violent sotong, name given and changed by me! haha.. she happily accepted it... dunno why... talk talk talk until melvin online...
so we played... i kena owned many times because i was talking to shihui... i shalln't say who she liked but ya... someone is heartbroken while the other is happily with who she like....
life is like that, we cant change anything... i somehow sensed that she was upset, maybe because someone didn't want to be with her even though they liked each other... haiz... what is that stupid SL doing!?!? like somebody dun dare be with her..? if she taken by someone else he will confirm cry! never give up hope... i gave up many times... i dun mind doing it again... i'm confused now.. i dunno should i continue liking her or let her be with the one she liked....
love and the prefectorial board is what kept me going... if both are taken away from me... i dunno if i'll give up my life or lose interest in life.... i am looking at the bright for now but no sure about in future... no one was here to comfort me tonight... no idea how am i going to survive if this carries on... nothing seems worthwhile for me to carry on...
Lost and Never to be Found
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