Monday, March 9, 2009
|9:35 PM|
why am i feeling so moody this few days?
is it because of her? or is it because of someone else?
i didn't talk to her for like 2-3days?
it felt like forever and i felt really pain deep inside. i didn't ask her about it again...
speaking of her, she did something wrong which she didn't want to tell me..
speaking of wrongs, i did something very wrong during common test week... i'll say this even though i might get 0 for physics... well.. here goes....
macus was sitting in front of me during the tests... so during physics, he didn;t know how to do question 6-9 i think... so i let him copy... thats how he passed...
i failed my maths... i should have passed but i went to tell mr wong about the marking mistake...
so 26-2=24... 24/50 is fail... so i have failed another test...
my poa was bad... most of my class people got like 20+? i think i am one of the lowest...
i feel so sad... like what mrs gan said, i am demoralised but my marks... another teacher have given up on me... why do i feel like crying now? i am weak, i always cry when i am angry... i got no idea why... anybody tell me why... so ya, whatever happen to me, i will have to accept it...
feeling so moody and sad, i'm gald that there is one person whom i can talk to and share my problems... thank you so much XinYun, it must be boring listening to my problems...
why cant life improve? WHY? WHY? i really dun feel like going to school now... but do i have a choice? listening to emo songs have helped me to cheer up abit... but nothing really cheers me up...
i really want to give up! i wan to sleep and never wake up... i wan to escape from my problems, failures, disappointments and hurt from people...
i cant face this alone, anybody can stand with me and face this with me? maybe i will have more courage to live on... i need help, i cant carry on alone.
Lost and Never to be Found
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