Thursday, May 14, 2009
|4:14 PM|
haiz... this blog is so silent... well its good though... nobody bothers me... haha
how do you feel if the girl you like tells you that she is afraid of being alone with you...?
how do you feel if you are ignored by the person you like?
well... i feel dam sad and bad... first thing, i made her feel scared while she's with me alone...
second, i'm so useless that i cant even protect her... thirdly, i dun even know what happened to her... this shows that i'm not good enough for her... maybe i should just give up the thought of being with anyone... maybe i'm destined to be alone for the rest of my life... what is eternal love? what is destined to be together? i think i will never know the answers to those questions...
haiz... day by day, my life gets worser... night by night, i get those thoughts that you'll be with me when thats totally impossible...i'm a fool... i actually believed in that i could change people... i'm a fool... i actually believed that i could be a successful business man just like adam khoo... i should have given those thoughts up long ago...
Lost and Never to be Found
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