Tuesday, May 19, 2009
|12:59 AM|
hmm... lets start of with my thoughts and feelings today.. i hope you aren't bored.. haha
my feelings today... bored, scared, hurt, sad, happy and relieved... confused right? me too... my feelings today are very confused... i hope tomorrow will be a better day...
my thoughts.. i thought about alot of things but its all about the same person... i keep thinking about her... i cant stop thinking about where is she, what is she doing now or when is she free to talk to me.. i keep thinking about how's her exam, did anyone bully her or will she get scolded by her parents.... these thoughts kept my mind so full that i cant think about anything else...
hmm... now i've explained my thoughts. i think i should explain my feelings... why did i feel bored? cos today school ended so early for me that i dunno what to do... scared? i'm afraid to receive a msg that she dun like me anymore... hurt? the things i've done to her made me feel more hurt than what i caused to her... sad? she ignored me for the whole night... happy? exams are over... relieved? no need to worry that she'll be stressed out... these are all that i've thought today... it made me cant draw my designes... i wan to design a product that no one has ever created and then give her the money for whatever she need... i hate pre and post-exam periods... it make me so stressed cos i cant be with her... i wan to be with her forever!
when i saw her this morning, i thought to myself. she is so beautiful today... i really really like her... well i shall not name the 'her' here... want to know, ask me on msn or msg me if you want..
being loved is much better than loving someone. but if you can love someone and make someone love you, you are the most blessed person on earth...
Lost and Never to be Found
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