Saturday, May 9, 2009
|7:38 PM|
its been so long since i last posted. so sorry to those who kept coming to my blog.
things are turning better yet i'm weaker by each day.
i'm starting to have those stupid thoughts again. you were the one who made those thoughts go away but you were the one who made them come back. i'm so confused. now that i'm given one more chance, i will cherish it. i wont let you down again. mid-year is coming again. i'm not in the mood to take it yet i have to face it. talk to me! dun leave me alone again! i'm tired and afraid of this feeling again! why must it come again?! i was so happy but this feeling must come and make sad again! why? i'm starting to turn bad and i'm changing for the worst. somebody help me!
i cant face this alone! i have so many things to say to you! yet you dun give me the chance! just one chance will do!
Lost and Never to be Found
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