Wednesday, June 24, 2009
|1:46 PM|
i am a stupid person.. i'm telling the truth.. i watched Terminator Salvation again and i bought a book yesterday... its called Before You Do... haha maybe its useful... Wasted money.. haiz.. what to do? what's done is done.. i treasure friendship more than anything else..
so many things happening.. deep inside, i cant give up, i cant let go.. but i know, i have to.. there's no point holding on to things that wont come no matter how long i wait.. i may have said that i have given up, but the truth is, i cant... seeing you so happy with your friends, i asked myself, can i give you such happiness..? the answer came.. a straight 'NO' ... i told myself.. love is not suitable for me.. another question came to me.. what else to live for other than love? everything else is gone.. this time, no answer came.. haiz... perhaps the truth is this.. i have tried to stop thinking negatively.. i have tried to stop being a emo.. but the truth is, i cant.. i'll try my best.. i know i'm weak, i know i cant do anything great..
i think i shall end this emo post here..
Lost and Never to be Found
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