Sunday, June 28, 2009
|8:35 PM|
today is just like any other day.. its boring.. plus, i cant do my homework.. i lost my pen.. lols..
i thought for so long, asked quite a number of people, yet i still cant find the answer.. what am i doing..? i know i cant like her anymore, i'm not good enough for her.. anyway, she doesn't like me.. i know i'm a failure, i know i cant do anything.. but i'm willing to try.. i'm willing to get hurt just to prove my feelings for her.. i know i hurt her, i know i cant make up for the hurt i've caused to her.. a question came to my mind, 'then why do you still like her?' the truth is, i dunno.. perhaps my feelings for her are illusions.. i dunno... i have changed alot.. i'm much more worse than the past me.. i fear this change.. i dunno why, but it takes a long time to finish one post.. haiz.. well.. the kindhearted, joker Kevin is gone.. what's left? i have no idea.. let time tell.. i know you wont forgive me.. i really dunno how to face you..
Lost and Never to be Found
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