Tuesday, June 16, 2009
|7:21 PM|
watched Terminator Salvation with her and another friend yesterday..
i didn't really enjoy the movie as i was looking at her from time to time.. but overall, the movie was quite nice... haiz... wanted to walk her home after the movie but she rejected..
when i reached home, i called her. i wanted to say alot of things to her but there wasn't time. after she hang up, i cried! haiz.. said alot of things to her.. quite hurting i think... i rather she dunno me at all! all the things i've done to her, i rather die! i dunno why am i so stupid! i know i shouldn't say those hurting things to her, but what can i do now? was ignored by her for the whole of today(except morning) i felt so helpless and lifeless. i had alot of things to say to her, yet she didn't give me a chance to say them.. i was troubled by alot of things and my heart was like dying.. i dunno how to describe it but its like my heart has something pressing on it, it was so painful... i wanted to share all those things to her, but the chance was not given.. i dunno if i should give up on her or not.. i'm so clueless..
Lost and Never to be Found
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