Sunday, July 19, 2009
|11:23 PM|
once again.. those feelings which i feared came to me again.. haiz.. confusing mind everyday..
everyday, feeling so lifeless.. feeling so useless.. haiz... once again, i feel my heart dead.. choosing to forget about love and not love someone yet i longed for the feeling of falling in love.. i longed for someone who loves me and is willing to be with me.. yet i know, its just a childish dream of mine which will never ever come true.. friends are leaving me one by one.. i'm really scared!
the feeling of being loved will never come to me again.. care and concern will never be applied to me again.. perhaps i've changed.. i suppose being in love will be one of the things i cant and wont do..
Lost and Never to be Found
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