Sunday, July 5, 2009
|12:46 AM|
sorry for not posting for the past week.. i was busy...
i was supposed to know my post in ncc on friday, but the teacher in charge didn't come.. so it will have to postpone.. haiz.. one thing good, i tried pulling the flag for frc on wednesday (SAF Day) it was very fun.. i was nervous though.. i dropped the flag.. i didn't mean to.. it was an accident...
she told me something very hurting just now.. i'm to blame.. i keep having mood swing this few days.. i really cant live without her.. forgetting her is one thing i will never ever do again.. i tried and it really hurts! i wont try to forget her no matter what happens.. things are going from bad to worse.. i feel like i've lost everything.. including the will to live on.. i really dun wan to go back to the emo me.. i wan to be cheerful again!
Lost and Never to be Found
+ + +
