Saturday, July 25, 2009
|3:56 PM|
why is everybody lying to me..? why cant someone tell the truth..? why do i get hurt again and again.. my wounds are getting deeper and deeper each day.. everyday, there's something so hurting that i want to cry.. my heart isn't made of steel.. stop hurting me! the feeling of being cared for is gone.. the feeling of being in love will never come to me..
you all say i always emo in class.. do you think i want to emo? who doesn't want to be cheerful everyday? who likes to emo? i HATE to emo.. i'm so confused.. i'm so hurt.. i'm so afraid now..
i'm so weak yet i have to face so many things.. the things i want are very simple.. i just want to be cheerful everyday and be with the person i like.. it wont happen anyway.. its just a childish dream of mine.. i've no post in ncc now.. perhaps i should just give up on ncc and everything else..
Lost and Never to be Found
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