Tuesday, August 4, 2009
|4:44 PM|
just came back from school.. i know i'm hated alot there.. i've decided not to go back anymore.. even if i lose my cca points, lose everything i ever wanted, i cant care.. cos i dont.. maybe to people, i'm just a loser.. i'm just someone with attitude problem.. have they put themselves in my shoes before? Sir Hassan told me this, ' you have to look at their family background' i agree.. its true.. despite so many problems, i still came to this point.. i learnt alot of things during the Part A's Camp Forge, and i thought about alot of things too.. i came to realise, everything was a show put in front of me.. nothing was real.. my dream of being a CLT will never ever come true.. Perhaps i've given up on everything.. i know i will get punished when i go to school tomorrow.. i'll face it no matter what.. i dunno what to do now.. i'm really emoing..
Before you condemn a person, ask yourself, does that person wan to do it? Or was he forced to?
No one likes to emo, no one likes to be hated.
Who doesn't like to be well-liked? Who likes to be ignored? Who likes to be lied again and again? Who likes no be treated like a fool?
The Answer for all the questions are 'NO ONE' nobody likes the feeling of being lied or treated like a fool, neither do they like to be hated..
Really emo-ed today.. Never Felt Worst..
Lost and Never to be Found
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