Tuesday, August 25, 2009
|10:05 PM|
haiz.. what a bad day today is... i'm supposed to be happy now.. yet suicidal thoughts fill my mind.. i dunno why.. perhaps it was my expectation that causes it? i dun wan to think of this anymore! i'm supposed to be cheerful everyday... yet i dunno why i cant bring myself to smile.. there are alot of things in my heart.. i dun think i will ever let them out.. haiz..
trying very hard not to emo... trying my best now... if i fail, i might as well go and die.. i'm just a stupid failure... haiz... my wrist hurts now.. i think its cos i too long never do push-up already.. then miss lim suddenly tell me do, my wrist got hurt... enduring all the pain now..
Lost and Never to be Found
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