Saturday, August 15, 2009
|12:03 AM|
ok... trying my best not to emo this few days.. but sometimes i just cant help it.. i have no interest for studies.. yet when i see the results, i feel so sad.. trying very hard to help her.. today training sucks.. people give me attitude... i was like.....? i told them alot of times, anything not happy, say out.. they just dun wan.. then i punish them, they not happy.. tried very hard not to show that i was unhappy to her.. hopefully she didn't notice.. i was really dam sad and emo.. but i didn't wan her to get affected by me.. so i hid my feelings.. i think she didn't know.. i hope its a good thing.. dunno whether to go back or not.. so hard to decide... haiz..
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