Saturday, October 24, 2009
|8:45 AM|
i'm back here emoing again.. i thought everything would change and turn out better.. but instead it was just another childish dream of mine.. what happened yesterday really made me think that there's nothing in this world worth me living for.. hopefully after i post, my mind would be much peaceful.. my mind is now in a mess.. i feel so troubled now.. yet i dun wan to make her worry about me.. haiz.. things are getting worse... Results not good at all.. Ncc is as bad.. lost all interest in my favourite subject.. Finally.. this thought came to my mind... should i really go and die..? are those bad things hinting that my presence in this world is not needed anymore? i really dunno.. once again.. i'm back to my emo and negative self.. nothing can really cheer me up..
Lost and Never to be Found
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