Monday, October 26, 2009
|9:48 PM|
i'm emoing once again.. unsure of the cause of this sudden mood swing.. have you ever tried cheering a person up when you yourself is emoing or feeling down? if you hadn't, dun ever try it.. the feeling sucks.. i did that just now.. i was already emoing.. yet i tried my best to cheer my best friend up.. hopefully she is feeling better now.. why did i say don't do what i did just now? cos you'll feel double sadness and you'll feel even more down.. this feeling is so unbearable.. i just feel like crying now.. yet i cant.. tears are just trapped in my eyes unable to be released.. trying very hard to make that best friend of mine forget me so that i will not feel so guilty.. yet its a failure.. haiz.. am i bound to be a failure? i have totally no idea.. Felt like giving up again.. Once a friend is lost, the friendship is lost forever.. Cherish and Treasure the friendships you have now.. for me. its gone forever.. one friend just gone during a ncc training.. i dunno what to do now.. this matter is making my mind so confused.. Someone teach me what to do...
Lost and Never to be Found
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