Friday, October 2, 2009
|10:22 PM|
what is the feeling of regret? what is the feeling of disappointing someone? well.. i have found out the feelings today.. yet the only thing i can do is regret and feel remorseful.. i cant do anything other than that.. haiz.. i keep telling myself.. there will be someone who will help you.. yet its i myself who chase those people away.. Regretted those actions.. but its just too late.. been trying my best to study for EOY.. "where are those people who will help you when you need help the most?" i've been asking myself this.. then.. An answer came to me.. "it was you who chased those people away.." perhaps i'm meant to be a loner.. well.. should i just accept it? Or should i fight for it and change it? well... its too late to say all this now.. Currently emoing.. due to the things two people said to me ytd and today.. causing me to think about my actions and feel regret due to it... there's no way to change the future now.. the only thing to do now is just accept it.. haiz..
Lost and Never to be Found
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