Friday, October 16, 2009
|11:25 AM|
wow.. i've learnt something yesterday.. training with cadets without punishment is actually fun.. haha.. finally a cheerful thing this week? perhaps.. thinking over what happened this week, i feel like a failure... now i understand what it means by, the more hope you have, the more disappointment you'll get.. all my hopes were dashed on tuesday.. Everything is gone.. there's nothing left for me to do.. To those who condemn me without a chance, i thank you! my favourite subject is now nothing but a useless and boring subject to me.. thanks to the teacher.. i dun wan to study anymore.. everything that kept me going is gone.. i felt like crying on tuesday... it was like a blow to me.. i just wanted to go for the work experience. Is it that hard? POA to me is nothing now.. i've now lost my direction.. what can i do..
Lost and Never to be Found
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