Tuesday, December 15, 2009
|8:26 AM|
finally realised that i have not been posting for quite a while.. i'm posting right now.. haha.. i'm looking forward to 19&20 of december.. cos i'll be helping out in a event for 2days straight! haha.. so happy.. finally can do something i really like and enjoy.. went for the briefing on staurday.. kind of know what i'm supposed to do. haha.. the briefing was funny cos i kept disturbing the person in-charge of my section: distribution. haha.. he was like disturbing me back to.. haha.. after the briefing, i went to Claire's house.. was kind of shock when her dad called me.. cos i was expecting a not so friendly approach from her dad.. haha.. was dam pissed at my sister yesterday.. haiz.. what can i do other than endure? well.. didn't run to the staduim today cos i was too tired.. i kept asking myself... where's my motivation? i have it sometimes but then other times, its gone.. i want to do alot of things.. yet i'm afraid of failure.. Fear has been the thing stopping me from doing alot of things.. haiz.. someone teach me how to overcome fear completely.. i really need my life back.. the life without the fear in it.. kind of lost now.. trying my best to find myself back.. really need to overcome fear to find myself back..
Lost and Never to be Found
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